It has been forever since I have written a post on this blog! I'm not quite sure why I haven't but I think it's about time to get back into it. This summer has been a struggle for me. I have been having a very hard time keeping my blood sugars under control and I have been trying to not blame myself for the crazy numbers. It is hard to not blame yourself though, when you feel like you should be able to control it. My numbers have consistently been very high this whole summer. I have tried to adjust the settings on my pump and eat less food and do anything I can to fix it but it has not seemed to work. It is so frustrating!
I have been very burnt out and overwhelmed with this disease lately. After a while it starts to take a toll on you. In a couple of days it will be my 10 year anniversary with Type 1 Diabetes. Double digits. I am not ready at all. That is a huge thing to have to deal with. I have been living with this disease for 10 years. wow..
So this post was pretty random. oh well.
Stay Anchored,
Cait
